How many of us have ever had someone proverbially stab us in the back?
A friend? A coworker? An ex-boyfriend/girlfriend? A family member or possible family member? Or even a complete stranger?
And how did we feel when they very first did so?
Our first reaction was likely shock and anger, followed by a sense of hurt, resentment & disillusionment. The very first question we probably asked ourselves directly AFTER the course of the hurtful experience is: “WHY? What did I ever do to DESERVE THIS?“ In our younger day, we might’ve thought of *revenge tactics* to get back at them. But in our older, more “spiritually mature” day, we slowly come to realize that two wrongs don’t make a right and also that there’s usually something going on with a person psychologically or emotionally if they hurt someone like that.
But you got to realize something. Nine times out of ten, it’s not ABOUT you. It’s really about them and their character. Sometimes someone is having a bad day and happens to “snap” or say something/do something unkind to you. Sometimes someone else is jealous of what YOU have and decide to take it out on you, somehow. And some people are “sadists” and seem to get some sort of “enjoyment” out of causing others pain (and if it’s THAT type of person you’re dealing with, be very, very cautious as those types of people can be VERY DANGEROUS!)
Yet in other cases, certain people are still dealing with DEEP, DEEP-rooted psychological wounds from their childhood/adolescence that NEVER FULLY HEALED and their being “mean” to you has more to do with that very “issue” resurfacing in their life again (i.e. a woman who was sexually abused in childhood is mean towards all men, people that were bullied as children go on to bully others as adults, a guy who felt abandoned by his mother might be extra distrustful towards women, etc.) than it does with YOU! And sometimes, a person doesn’t even REALIZE they’re being mean/unkind to you.
Many people who feel insecure in their own lives will go about trying to put down other people trying to make themselves feel better. But that doesn’t mean you have to partake in their drama. No. You can be better than that.
When Jesus Christ died on the cross for forgiveness of mankind’s sins, he KNEW how humans would be like after that. He knew the future that would encapsulate the “culture” surrounding the passage of Matthew 24:12-13: “And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.” Just like he KNEW that many people, in the End of Days, would stab each other in the back and constantly try to “one up” one another (either for the pure revenge of it or just for the mere “fun” of it).
And though there is the popular saying “don’t get mad, get EVEN”, Jesus Christ would likely say to each of us something along the lines of: “I understand if you’re mad/hurt about this but don’t let your anger get the best of you and do NOT get even”. The Lord God said in the bible in Romans 12:19 (KJV) “Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord”
In other words, if we HATE someone that hurt us, or go out of our way to try to hurt THEM, the only person we’re hurting is ourselves. It takes SO much time and mental energy to HATE someone. But it takes very little time and energy to try to forgive someone. Afterall, we’re all human, we ALL make mistakes.
And besides, that person might not have realized they’ve hurt us. And if they hurt us *intentionally*, well, then it’s really themselves that they’re hurting. Cause no true person in their RIGHT MIND would have to go to such great lengths to hurt someone unless they themselves were hurting from within. Cause remember…the old saying really IS true: “misery loves company”.
Though some people that LIKE to “one up” people seem to feel pretty good about themselves from the onset. But lets face it. No truly CONFIDENT person would have to hurt someone in order to prove their worth. For if they were TRULY confident in themselves, they wouldn’t HAVE to prove anything, see? Because they’d technically already KNOW their self-worth, without having to prove or justify it.
But I see that type of behavior in people all the time. Female friends try to steal each other’s boyfriends. Brothers try to steal their brothers’ girlfriend(s). Children/teens are rude/mean to their parents or vice versa. Coworkers try to rip each other to shreds when the boss is not looking. Ex-boyfriends and girlfriends acting all “catty” with one another, trying to make one another jealous…Or even people on Youtube MAJORLY mocking others on Youtube, even.
We are now living in the End of Days and what Jesus Christ said in Matthew 24:12-13 (New Testament, book of Matthew, chapter 24, verse 12-13) “And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved”.
Proverbs 20:22 says: “Say not thou, I will recompense evil; but wait on the Lord, and he shall save thee”
Plus the Lord’s Prayer states the following:
“Our Father, which art in heaven,
Hallowed be thy Name.
Thy Kingdom come.
Thy will be done in earth,
As it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our debts,
As we forgive our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation,
But deliver us from evil.
Amen”
“So what does THAT mean?”, you may ask yourselves. (The part in which I particularly emphasized and underlined, that is).
It means that if WE want to be forgiven by Jesus Christ for all the wrong things that WE ourselves have ever said or done throughout our lifetime, that WE must forgive OTHERS that have said or done wrong/hurtful things towards US.
And I know that’s easier said than done. But the good thing about the Lord Jesus Christ is that he will ALWAYS answer a sincere prayer.
If there’s someone in your life who has majorly hurt you and you’re having trouble forgiving that person, then take it to Jesus. Pray to him the following:
“Lord, I’m still very hurt and angry over this person who has hurt me. Please help me with forgiving this person as I am still struggling with that. I don’t WANT to hate this person or be mad at them anymore. Please help me Lord. Amen”
And the Lord will slowly help you forgive that person. And once you truly forgive a person and are able to move on with your life, it is the most peaceful, happiest feeling in the world. It’s like the Lord Jesus Christ has set your soul free from the *sinful bondage* of hate/resentment/anger.
Note: EVEN IF somebody has already passed on or you’ve lost contact with that person, you can STILL forgive that person or those people and be released from the sinful bond of anger/resentment/hatred. Just pray: “Lord, I know it’s too late at this point to have an Earthly reconciliation with this person, but please cleanse my heart and mind and allow me to fully forgive this person. Thank-you, Lord. Amen”.
And if it’s a case where you just can’t seem to forgive this person, no matter WHAT you do, (be they dead/lost contact with or alive), pray the following prayer :
“Lord, this person has done SO much to hurt me, I’m STILL angry, hurt, disillusioned, scared. I don’t know if I can ever forgive this person or not, on my own. Please heal me and cleanse me from within so that I can someday forgive this person with no sinful burden of anger in my heart. I don’t WANT to hate anymore! Please help me get rid of the hate in my heart so that I can forgive this person. Amen”.
And pray and believe the prayer with ALL your heart, ALL your soul and ALL your mind and the Lord Jesus WILL cleanse you and help you forgive that person/people! MARK MY WORDS!
See, cause if you CONTINUE to hate someone for hurting you without forgiving them, not ONLY will Jesus Christ not forgive YOU for all YOUR sins throughout your lifetime [Jesus said during the Sermon on the Mount that hate is = to murder in our hearts!] but the hate and resentment will just eat AWAY at you, night and day. Sooner or later, you will start to hate everything and EVERYONE. You will become extremely pessimistic and bitter and find no joy in ANYTHING. Your life will hardly seem worth living.
But if you can learn to forgive someone for hurting you (with the Lord Jesus’s divine help, ofcourse), then your soul will be SET FREE from all that *negative energy* trying to weigh you down. You will feel relaxed, as if a HUGE weight has been lifted off your shoulders. You will feel content and free and joyous in the Lord and joyous in your life. Plus you will be better able to start preaching the gospel again and maybe even having some more opportunities to spread the gospel. Your spirit will feel *spiritually revived*.
Sometimes people are depressed and got problems in their life. So they subconsciously try to hurt or lie to others to try to make themselves feel better. Yet, others are sometimes jealous of what we have and what they feel they do NOT have. But regardless the reason, NEVER let it get to you! Not only does Jesus Christ say we must FORGIVE the people that hurt us in our lifetime but we must also PRAY for them.
We must pray that Satan will lose his grip on their souls and that the Lord will open up their eyes and make them see what they are doing and why it is wrong.
[[And ya know what? Many a Satanist, Wiccan, Atheist, Scientist, Agnostic, criminal, etc. were brought to faith in God by the DILIGENT prayers of the loved ones and/or Christians around them. So never say never. For NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH THE LORD! ;)]]
In fact, remember that section of the Old Testament that talks about Abraham and his wife Sarai and how God told Abraham that his wife Sarai was to have a baby (even in her old age?) And how both she and Abraham laughed at the idea on separate occasions and of how God said in Genesis 18: 13-14: “And the Lord said unto Abraham, Wherefore did Sarah laugh, saying, Shall I of a surety bear a child, which am old? Is any thing too hard for the Lord? At the time appointed I will return unto thee, according to the time of life, and Sarah shall have a son”.
On the other hand, we should never TOLERATE repeated bad behavior from others. There’s a difference between forgiving someone and getting out of a bad situation.
But no matter the situation, one thing is clear. Jesus Christ hears ALL the prayers of his faithful (those who strive to live by his standards in the bible and beyond).
Even if you DO resent someone right now or you feel like you’re 20 million miles away from Jesus Christ right now, or him from you, pray to be restored to him. Pray that he’ll help you forgive people or overcome whatever sin you’re struggling with right now. Time is of the essence.
The sooner you forgive people in your life, and the sooner you become restored to Jesus Christ again, the better.
I pray for all the souls that read this and pray that each soul that reads this is either brought back to Jesus Christ or comes to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ before it’s too late and their souls are lost for eternity. Amen.
6 responses to “When Someone Stabs You In The Back……”
Rita
October 15th, 2011 at 00:00
I do feel peace and relief and like a huge weight was lifted off my chest, sometimes I couldn’t breathe very good. I always try to forgive but this time was really hard and it had consumed me. THANK YOU for having the wonderful words of Jesus available. As always it is the answer.
yeshua777
November 10th, 2013 at 07:17
Sometimes Rita, when I myself am going through a rough experience, I often think and reflect upon the words of Jesus Christ in the bible. And believe it or not, sometimes I go back and read some of my own posts about Jesus vs. difficult times and I’m just AMAZED at some of the writing that comes across the page. Oftentimes, my best posts are the ones that come forth from my own suffering and my own experience. But I have to keep reminding myself…….when we are suffering in life or going through a rough time, the Lord is using that experience to strengthen us and to test us and to give us a strong, durable character.
And I remember the total peace and joy that came over me the day I was FINALLY able to forgive someone for the hurt they had caused me earlier in life. And it was just like YOU described…….like a huge weight being lifted off my shoulders.
Another thing I struggled with is my purpose in life. I went to school for Journalism, only to find out that Journalism wasn’t for me. God had other plans. Jesus once appeared to me in a dream and asked “what can other people gain from your suffering?” I thought about it for awhile and then ping! The answer just came to me! They can gain insight……validation……feel like they’re not the only ones going through something. And that’s when Jesus said “exactly! Since I’ve given you the gift of writing, I want you to use it to your advantage! Since you’re not good at witnessing about me to people in person, I want you to do it in writing, instead!” Hence, that’s why I created this very blog……..
[Then I got locked out of my WordPress account for 2+ years when I had a problem with the password and alternative email……..plus I went through a long phase of “I’m just ONE person…….am I REALLY making a difference with this blog or not? The stats on my page show I only got 5 views a day, on average”. And believe me, it took me a LONG time before I could get to that point where I finally REALIZED……even if my whole ENTIRE blog only managed to save just ONE person in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, all that hard work writing my posts would STILL be worth it!]
Sorry, this is now turning into a novel……..yikes……;)
Ginger
October 20th, 2012 at 03:28
This site has been a blessing to me. My family is going through a lot of demonic oppression right now. It seems to be more hate than love. This site has given me a renewed hope that God will help me forgive and heal. 🙂
yeshua777
November 10th, 2013 at 07:04
Thanks and God Bless, Ginger. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family. In fact, I will say a prayer for you, now.
“Lord, I know it’s been a year since Ginger posted a response on here but I pray in your good heavenly name that you will be the rock and the shield for Ginger and her family during their time of need/demonic oppression. Please protect them and be their strength, their joy, and their sanctuary. Please bless them and keep them, always. In Jesus’s name. Amen”.
MzLiz
July 6th, 2015 at 16:51
WOW….The words above are going to make a big difference in my life…Thankyou
yeshua777
July 6th, 2015 at 17:55
Believe it or not, some of my BEST posts on here actually come from my own suffering. The posts I write when things are going “Just fine” don’t really seem to carry as much “weight” that my posts born from suffering do! And I think it’s because the Lord speaks to me in the spirit TWICE as much when I’m suffering than when I’m not.
In fact, I’ve most recently done some self-reflection on my life lately, thinking back to all the times I’ve majorly suffered in life and I’ve come to ONE conclusion: I have nothing but absolute PRAISE for the Lord, for all the times in life that I’ve suffered. Why? Because it drew me closer to HIM……something that otherwise wouldn’t have happened if my entire life had been a bed of roses!
For example, people made fun of me in High-School and Middle-School QUITE OFTEN! I was never invited to any “parties” or anything in High-School. And while it hurt like heck all the time (everybody wants to be well-liked in High-School, right?), I’m now ever so thankful that the Lord purposely set it up that way because it kept me out of trouble! 😉
The Lord really DOES know what’s best for us and we oftentimes tend to forget that! And even when things in our lives DON’T make sense, the Lord gots his divine reasoning(s) for it! In fact, one thing I’ve promised myself lately is that I’d never distrust the Lord ever, ever again! 😉